Most boys have tasted the feeling of loving someone you can’t have.

You encounter someone who is full of delight—so much so that you can’t pull yourself away.
But you know in your heart, very clearly, that you’re destined to end without a result.
In the end, you have to let go and leave.

What hurts the most is you.
You can’t bear to give up, and you can’t manage to let go.
You try to forget, but you can’t forget.
Inside, you keep struggling again and again:
Wanting to hold on tightly, yet not willing to make things difficult for the other person;
Wanting to cut off all contact completely, yet afraid that from then on there will be no connection at all.