This wave of the market has left me a bit confused.

I was originally full of confidence, planning for steady growth. But what happened? That more than 10,000 USDT in my hands, which was about to generate some profit, was forcibly sold off. From a slight profit to losing over 4,000 USDT, the entire account has dropped from its high point to now, with a plunge of nearly 100,000 RMB.

Honestly, at this moment I realize I’m not as resilient as I thought. The fear is real, and so is the heartbreak. I thought I had done my homework, but in the critical moment, I still chose to escape.

Looking back at this experience, the loss is an objective fact, but what’s more worth reflecting on is: my decision-making logic when facing a drawdown. When should I hold on, and when should I cut losses? I haven’t answered this question correctly yet. Some people survive in the same market conditions, while others, like me, run away.

Maybe this is the tuition fee for trading.